Monday, September 3, 2007

Yawn

That is my sentiment each time i visit this blog.. dull and uninspiring. I can't seem to appreciate the beauty of blogging, especially when one is working... so lethargic, lifting my fingers; using up whatever energy left in me to 'click click' and 'klak klak' consumes too much of my remnant ATPs.

Okay that's crap lol. The 3 months hiatus shall now be broken by this entry.

Basically all of us have been working for about a month or two save for Sam who is still enjoying life in Monash. Haha don't be too sad dude just one more semester to go and you'll join the working fraternity soon!

This new phase of life has indeed opened up my small pair of typical-chinese-eyes. Just when you thought your attributes were adequate or the knowledge accumulated over the past 21 years were sufficient to give u a good start in this new phase of life, bang; you are hit real hard and come crashing down the ground, sprawling. And just when you thought what you have been pursuing with every single ounce of your soul all this time is finally showing something desirable, wham; again reality hits you hard. Then again, these are parts and parcel of life haha..

Anyway, I have set myself targets which must be achieved at all costs.

1) Do something about my job which is less than desirable.
2) Gain weight since I have been increasingly told that I look like a long lost brother of so many malnourished Somalian kids (no offence intended). I'm not sure how long this will take but I'm basically stuffing myself with all sorts of rubbish, edible ones that is haha. Nola I don't want to become like the incredible hulk or arnold schwarzenegger, just need some flesh to conceal my overexposed bones lol.
3) Build on my mental endurance and never give up on what i have been fighting for, i must concede stubbornness is a weakness of mine

To achieve target number 2, I would need more money for that purpose, henceforth the relation between 1 and 2 haha. Anyway to use food as a reason for target 1 would be silly. Target 1 would be more inclined to my personal ambition, to quote KarMei: 'wo you shang jing xin' lol.

On a lighter note, will probably be meeting up with the SDTC gang come this tuesday at Marche. A chance to stuff myself with bulkier rubbish lol. Hopefully I'll come out of Marche that night fleshier at the right parts instead of just my belly lol. Nah just being silly haha.



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